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[Apr. 11th, 2006|02:21 am] |
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College is definately coming up soon and I've got about a year and 2months (less than that). It's Spring Break; I decided to visit annie. It has definately been one great experience. Meeting her friends was awesome and just being able to experience the 'college life' was more than incredible. It kind of takes an ease off of dealing with...the stress of leaving. Although I will miss my friends, college won't seem to be as 'scary' as i thought it would be. It's just an upperclass way of high school. I think that I will enjoy college once I get in, but for now, I will make the best out of the rest of junior year. (Then, I'll make the best out of senior...) Then college for me :] I've decided ha.
Another college visit is yet to come. Friday, I shall be going up with Dooloofus, Casey, Britters, Alex, Alyss, and whoever else decides to come, up to APU. I'm really looking forward to that because, APU might be a place that I'd want to go to. Who knows. I've definately enjoyed UCI and as much as this experience impacted me, I really want to apply here for the future. It's all a big jumble in my head right now because I'm only a junior trying to just get by in high school ha.
On top of all of this, life has been pretty grand. ( I lie. ) Actually, I'm pretty much to the point where I don't care about things as much as I used to. I've come to the point where boys are just.. 'BLAH'I don't really like anyone and I don't intend to further any ongoing relationship that my friends think may occur. It's no longer a thought in my head. Honestly, I am done with everything. Whatever.
I've also decided that all boys are lame. Especially curly haired freaks. I got hurt really bad, pretty much. I don't even know why I am blogging this? It's not this allcall for a 'come talk to gisele' feel bad for her crap. I think I just needed to get things out, I presume, even though I haven't really gotten anything out. I'm being completely bitter about everything so thats pretty much it.
I want to completely change the subject. So I'm pretty much just gonna leave.
So long, Goodbye |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2005|11:35 pm] |
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baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ITS CHRISTMAS TIME! yee ha. i thought that was pretty exciting. i'm in a huuge christmas mood so uh dont ff it up neega. HA. christmas means everyone comes home and im waay stoked. all you collegepeeeeeople will be home i miss you all terribly. yep and uh. i have a boring life that consists of precal precal precal oh and PRECAL. and you lame boys who ruin my ...................nvm you. ive forgotten every little thing. well as much as i want to? and uh..............YES. im out ha peace |
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[Nov. 6th, 2005|09:22 pm] |
so im only on here because ivan and beth were chitterchatting about it during scc.........interesting. and its funny how i look back and read all of my frickin blogs. HAAAAaa im laughing hysterically. well maybe not hysterically but im fo sure laughing =D yeah..............so much has pretty much gone on since then? i guess this is pretty much the place where i go to blow up yee? i havent done that in awhile. and then like people read it and baaaaaaaaaaah. so id like to say everything is perfect in its own unique way yes. =) college kids are gone at college and i miss them like crazy.....although they did surprise me on friday =) and we watched the polo game and what not. i loveeeeee it. yeppppppp and my friends i suppos are awesome? is that what ive gotta talk about ? ha .....we basically have parties on a daily basis. i looooooooooooooooooooooooooove them. and as far off as "boys" come to conversation.........there isnt one. nor will i mention one. cos im over it. aaaaah it just frustrates me. ha i bet you're reading this? maybe.. ... yeah you. and basically. you've screwed up lemme tell ya. i tried to be your friend but you just want to be sooooo naive and stubborn and whatever. im over it. you should be over it.......i thought we confirmed everything on the phone that one time.. but i guess not. its ur way... if u want to pull off the "i hate you" then go for it. i cant deal with it anymore. i loved you yes..but past tense....... i dunno what im even saying anymore. theres nothing to say. we cant even be friends anymore is what sucks. so whatever. ...........i wonder if u are reading this? and then youu're saying how lame i am but no. you're lame okay im done with you bye.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah why am i doing this anyways? i think i should stop this blog before i get frustrated its sunday.. sundays are good days. i love god. ha peace yo |
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[Aug. 18th, 2005|08:10 pm] |
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i have come to realize that most of you kids have or are about to leave for college sometime within the next two months. how horrible is that? no .. its acutally one month. that hurts me more than ever. seriously. but most off.. skool has come to an okay of a start. im enjoying my classes whether i feel like im gonna fail it or not haha. im actually challenging myself and taking that toll of taking "honors" and well that's a big accopmlishment for me. i just hope i dont do REALLY bad. and i hope i could, at the same time, make my parents proud. anywho thats it for now. peace |
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[Jul. 21st, 2005|08:12 am] |
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i'm 16 and lovin' it.
dancing in the moonlight roccccks.
my friends are incredible.
life is gooood.
ps. jj concertttttttttttttttttttttt is soon. YESS |
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[Jul. 7th, 2005|11:19 pm] |
wowwwwwwwwwww. 10 more days till karla and i turn uh 18th and 16. haha. wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. how exciting. well i way excited and im having a party that day too. how rad. yep. well ive been having the time of my life so far. no wonder i havent had enough time to blog. hahaha jk. onnnn june22 i went to the river for loquicias 16th birthday party with her, lacey,robin,jenny,jennica,felix,troy,brett,sean and everyoneeee else =) it had to be the best party ive ever been to. yess so that was that. so many details i cant really tell you all haha. but it was amazing haha then.....i got home on sunday. and packed and blah blah. slept for two hours left for the airport. monday morning. for north carolina. alllllll the way in fayetteville. it was one interesting week i should say. but hey. live for today =D hahaha. yep. so that was that. i got home.......monday afternoonish? blah blah spent the day in ib. drove home 36exact minutes woo. haha then i went out to dinner with the vo's. watched fireworks. ate dessert at coco's with awesome ppl =) saw another set of fireworks. woooo that was unexpected but awesome haha. thennnnnnnnn uh yes. everythings happeneing so fast. the summer is going faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast. lol. yep. i love it . and i love my friends each and every one of you pppppl.
party on july 17th. its a sunday. (you'll be back from hume if ur wondering or any other camp)
2-sunset.
rod mcleod park 1701 south iris lane.
calllll me fizzzoools |
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[Jun. 30th, 2005|11:03 pm] |
what if you died tomorrow.
all you would have is regret.
don't regret anything in life.
forget the past
you've apologized enough.
its over. you cant change it.
the future. you don't even know what the future brings.
you don't have a future if you don't live today.
stop pretending like you can change the past or control the future.
you can't.
make today count. |
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[Jun. 18th, 2005|10:39 pm] |
i lubb food (10:37:22 PM): we are soooo getting bangs
smileymonstah (10:37:45 PM): haha ok
smileymonstah (10:37:48 PM): dont let me back out.
ive got proooof. |
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|11:13 pm] |
theme: open your eyes as wide as you can
aaaaha. man i thought that'd be a kool way to show off my summer.. even though that was during skool. so anywho.. the start of my summer has pretty much been INCREDIBLE. i honestly have to admit.. this is the BEST summer ever.. and i have to admit.. that im looking forward to my birthday omg. did i just say that? yes. lol anywho. so i started it offf..with a date? i guess thats what it was it was kool. i went to rubys...walked on the beach and what not. it was koooooooooooooooool yeah you all know who i went with no need for names haha. anywho... then on friday i went on a quicky run to inn n out with annie duhhhhhhh. it was yum and great way to start off my weekend. went to palm desert.. hung out with "familia" woot. then yeah that was my weekend got home around sunday..........................(today) then. uh went to church. last kick off day for youth or whatever it was sweet. miss andi(KGSK) picked me up. sweeet. then went to annies. which was sweet. ate some dinner which was REALLY good (thanks diana) yepppppp. then played pictionary. it was kool. i learned how to spell.. HALLUCINATE. haha ive never seen it written out before i was truly amazed. wentttttttttt home. well started it by drawing a smiley on andi's chheeeeeeeeek. and his name is offically mr. smiley eek. good night |
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[Jun. 9th, 2005|05:46 pm] |
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so basically. i have a date tonight. and uh basically i feel like the luckiest girl aliiiiiiiiiiiiiive. |
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